Hi again =D

this is me, a recently me~

i had start my holiday & i just finished my exam ( diploma)

wishing myself can pass through the exam. 

=D

as my blog are very long din updated and changed, i planned to make a change on this holiday. 

I'm figuring that whether that I am going to find a job? or let myself having a long rest at home.

having a long holiday at home will feeling bored; going to find a job will be very busy everyday. 

haha. 

still thinking of it~

This question really makes me feel crazy, any suggestion for me?

will try to keep updated myself,

Ching ^^

this is me. a girl who're study in TARC now having a presentation. although it's few weeks ago. I want to write my blog but being lazy so din't make it, until now I'm having a mood to writing a blog.

recently, the weather is very very hot. It's really affect my mood. oshhh.. 

it will cause me can't focus myself in studies. additionally, I try to control my moody mood recently.

what a stupid mood I'm having right now. It's easily to screw my day down. 

I'm planning many many things, which I want to do it myself after my final exam. I hope I can make it.

First of all, I will focus myself on my final which on next Monday. still didn't touch any of the subject yet.

feel like my target can't reach. =(

Next, I will redesign my blog as to update the details or photo & background of my blog. 

After that, I want set myself a wishlist, which hope myself can get all the thing that I want in this coming holidays. Hehe.. 

anyway, I would try my best to reach my CGPA target that set for myself, although I'm not very sure that whether I can make it or not.

That's all for the day. thanks for visiting & have a nice day. =)

u reali r the oni person who can made my day

why u owez made my day bad?

i tried everything, everything and everything.. 

bt why it fail?

so s***

sometimes even can't continue what i want to do

It's February now, time flies very fast

the problem is still not yet solves.

sometimes i feel better while working because won't think too much about the problems

I ended my work on 31st January

on the 1st of February, 

i feel like uncomfortable, really.

i hate this feelings because it surround my side.

i can think about the hurts,

which is so painful in my heart.

sometimes im thinking, isn't that still have a chance?

or not?

or I'm just lying to myself that still have a chance?

i want to solve it myself actually but i don't know want start from where,

sometimes i still also think that maybe i not need to solves it cause 

maybe there's someone who won't care about it..

is it a right to me to solves it?

i don't know. 

i just know that im still in love, and feels hurt..

aiyaya.. i got few things want to update my blog but having lazy feeling.

this few days i had think that the feelings of mine to someone.

i just can say, I still can feel it, the feeling.

it's still hurt, sad and making me feeling tired.

yup.. everyone want to know the reasons, but i hope all my dearest don't ask me, 

cause it's hurt for me. 

I hope you all can understand my feeling.

and not I don't tell you all my feeling, is I don't know want how to tell.. 

and telling out is more hurt myself.. 

at here, want to say sorry for all of you..

working day~

today is the second day i worked in a restaurant called Dessert First~

there are some are highly intro by my friends which are Snow Mountain~

you can try.. it's really quite tasty to drink it..

other food is depends on your taste.

i don't have the picture of the food.. but some I can intro is this~

花茶~

my friends said not bad~ can try it also..

=）

okay.. after intro bout it.. talk back about myself

although I started my busy life but those unhappy things are still around me..

it just like too love on me and don't get away from me. haiz~

He just like having a magic, keep giving me thinking of him. 

sometimes i really want to become crazy of it.. 

i can feel that I'm still in love with him

although everything had changed. 

still feel that it's abnormal without having him in my life

happy enjoy for your day~

the day after exam

after my exam life~

wow.. 

can said

i have a more relax mood~

i try my best to fill the time

on 5th of  January straight after my exam

i go hiking with my besties

 

a foto which credit from my besties~

we hiking start at around 5.45pm 

and come down around 7.00pm ++

that time are dark when we're coming down~
its dangerous.. 

on 6th January ~

i stay at home with my family~

kinda boring 

but still good that going out at night with my mom

to Tesco~

on 7th January.. 

going out with my college besties

go to gurney, piknik, moo cow

chatting and playing..

having fun~

these few days.

i should having a fun and happy mood

but seriously, 

i not even happy at all although it is fun~

bcoz something happen on me

with a down mood

& need to pretend happy in front of my friends.. 

anyway, 

i need to say thanks to them fill my whole monday time

without let me thinking any unhappy things..