It's February now, time flies very fast

the problem is still not yet solves.

sometimes i feel better while working because won't think too much about the problems

I ended my work on 31st January

on the 1st of February, 

i feel like uncomfortable, really.

i hate this feelings because it surround my side.

i can think about the hurts,

which is so painful in my heart.

sometimes im thinking, isn't that still have a chance?

or not?

or I'm just lying to myself that still have a chance?

i want to solve it myself actually but i don't know want start from where,

sometimes i still also think that maybe i not need to solves it cause 

maybe there's someone who won't care about it..

is it a right to me to solves it?

i don't know. 

i just know that im still in love, and feels hurt..