at laz... is a gud ending to me...

wow..

kinda long time din updated ler...

act wanna update d..

bt too busy...

hmm...

when start lei?

k lar..

start from da mid-year test talk lar...

me & him...

less sms...

less talking...

all bcoz of exam...

aft exam... 

our situation oso da same..

did nt change...

til 9/7/10 is da worst...

stil rmb tat day...

i ask him 2 qt..

你对我的感情还在吗？

你觉得我们还能到未来吗?

im so 后悔 asking him tiz 2 qt...

bcoz tiz 2 qt..

we chat many many things..

including da probs between us, fling to each other...

tat nitez d 12am

he say he fl we nt suitable b 2gather again...

he say wan2 break....

omg..

wat's tiz happen to me?

y we have to break?

at tiz moments,

i realise da "break" fling

it's so bad so bad..

wanna tel any of my frenz?

i fl so shy...

everybody say tat me & him wil til ever...

nw..

everything iz nt as wat my frenz wish me..

when i c da msg

i cun stop my tears...

so bad, tat time my sis stil around me...

make me hav2 control my tears so difficult..

oso a bad thing to me, tat iz da next day im gonna go to genting

da date go to genting (10/7/10)...

genting iz a place let us relax, let us hapi...

bt...

tiz time i go genting, i din have any happy fling ..

juz hav a sad fling which anybody oso cun tel...

i have to keep im normal..

stil owez da me...

tat time, i fl im so 辛苦 no matter in wat situation...

wan cry bt cun cry..

wan say out bt cun say out...

so 辛苦...

til im come back...

11/7/10

i cal my frenz in money to me...

all iz bcoz of tiz 感情..

i fone to him at da nitez...

we chat...

i oso asked him many many qt...

& oso cry 2gather in da fone...

[tiz let me waste my money so much, coz we stop veli long while cry-in]

T.T

stil gud...

i gt fone to him tat nitez...

we bac 2gather as our relationship of gf & bf

对我而言。。

"分手" 这两个字太残酷了。。

那个痛，不是笔墨可形容出来。。

不是能用说来形容那种同就用说出来。。

bt nw..

 im don hav tiz fling...

tiz iz me...

hapi hapi d me...

XDD

hapi iz a gud thing for me..

i hope i can owez b hapi..

no matter wat year wat day date wat day wat time or wat second...

i juz noe i start love to smile..

starting to love him more..

starting to love my family more

& oso loving me frenz more...

stil gud everything can end b4 exam...

although i die in tiz exam...

bt i hope i can gt a better results in da next trial exam...

^^

to all my frenz :

add oil yar in da next exam..

& anybody which c tiz post...

i hope u all don asked anything in front of me..

coz i reali fl tiz iz a shame thing to me..

hope u al can understand my feeling n don ask oso don tel anybody...

thkz to all of u, my frenz..

blog..

iz a place i wanna say out my flings...

my things..

mb u al wil weird y i din tel u al anything..

bt i hope u al cn respect me & oso my fling

coz i have my own reasons...

anyway...

hope u al cn cooperate

^^

thkz..

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